How long is too long?
I'm wasting my time with waiting!
Waiting for a simple mail, waiting for some kind words.
20 days today and all the old wounds are itching again.
I was hurt so bad, and I cried ways too many tears, couldn't understand and never got an answer.
Even worse, the feeling that I got fooled, that I was only used and nothing more
We found each other again after over 15 years and I was so happy.
I asked all, what I wanted to know back then and she said, she couldn't remember a thing.
Weird enough, but I accepted it, happy to have her back in my life.
I was thinking back and forth, again and again, if I should write a mail, telling her, how I'm feeling and how bad she hurt me again.
But I won't!
Time to let go! Definitively!
Farewell
Waiting for a simple mail, waiting for some kind words.
20 days today and all the old wounds are itching again.
I was hurt so bad, and I cried ways too many tears, couldn't understand and never got an answer.
Even worse, the feeling that I got fooled, that I was only used and nothing more
We found each other again after over 15 years and I was so happy.
I asked all, what I wanted to know back then and she said, she couldn't remember a thing.
Weird enough, but I accepted it, happy to have her back in my life.
I was thinking back and forth, again and again, if I should write a mail, telling her, how I'm feeling and how bad she hurt me again.
But I won't!
Time to let go! Definitively!
Farewell
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